" bad day today, good day tomorrow "

lately, i have so much things on my mind,

all the thing that is important or not,

its just that, they don't want to vanish from my mind,

they keep on making my mind hurt,

maybe because i am that kind who doesn't know how to solve it.

I mean, you should appreciate how i behave to you,

how i keep on being a good friend to you,

and you know how hate i am to fight with someone who are my friend.

That feeling when you wish, you didn't know them at all, 

you wish you could disappear from time to time,

but all of that can't happen.

even in fantasies, if you keep on avoid prob, the more you have.

and the more you have, the more you feel the burden.

Sometimes , when it reached the top, you can be numb,

you start to feel nothing.

and that time you will keep on thinking about unrealistic things,

until you decide to suicide.

and you know, that is the most stupid decision ever.

'' No matter what you get, you must overcome it, don't give up cause happiness doesn't come exactly after you did the deed. -author "